I wish you were here

today is June 18th, 2008.
2 years.
it has been 2 years.

i can't find the words
to say what it feels like
to be abandon
to be hurt
to be in pain

all i have is a pen and paper
and my thoughts pour out

I wish today didn't have to hurt the way it does.
I wish I could of changed what happened.
I wish I could of said goodbye.
to say I love you.
one last time.

2005 was the best year of my life.
2006 was the worst.

why did such a great year be followed by such a bad one?


From Where You Are by: Lifehouse

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are
I'm standing underneath the stars
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah I miss you
And I wish you were here

I feel the beating of your heart
I see the shadows of your face
Just know that wherever you are
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

I miss the years that were erased
I miss the way the sunshine would light up your face
I miss all the little things
I never thought that they'd mean everything to me

Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here

So far away from where you are
These miles have torn us world's apart
And I miss you
Yeah, I miss you
And I wish you were here